I’m out. Deliberately Avoiding Your Call.

Happy Birthday to my girl Marilyn…

1926 - 1962

I’m well and good entrenched in my 30’s. Not that I wasn’t before. But today, well today marks the first day on the downhill side into my 40’s. I’m not particularly worried or depressed. At least not any more than usual. Birthday’s don’t bother me anymore. They come whether you want them to or not, so why get all worked up?

I have been thinking though. Thinking about the last six years. And how much I’ve grown and changed in that period of time. I started my 30’s with very little direction or purpose. Now I’ve worked my way into what most people would call a great job and what I call good security. I’ve got a wonderful kid who 99.9% of the time causes no trouble. I have a loving family despite their annoyances on my personage. And more importantly, I feel like I know what I want from this life. Even if I don’t know how to get there.

So these next four years are going to be about finding a way to get from A to B and not only have direction and purpose, but inner peace and happiness as well.